rainbowcat707

Welp, I'm trying to make content again.  Off subject, but does anyone else get really depressed while on DA? I've been visiting daily for about a week and life feels horrible for some reason. Oh well. Better than fuckin' tumblr.  Okay! So, content! I really want to start a comic series. But i'm not as talented as i think i should be. And i'm a lazy piece of shit. And I am not inspired. And I'm very aware of my limitations.  Maybe I'll just watercolor single shit till I have the skills and self- confidence I need. Oh my god why am I still typing? Fuck. I'm useless. Uhhhhhhggggg Or, I could give up and take a nap. Mmmmm,

Well, I'm back. Again. I think I might try to actually make art now. So much has been going on, that I can't quite react before something else comes my way. My skies are clearing up again and I'm finally ready to be happy. Yeah. Well that's it. Oh, and if you ever meet someone named Kim Kelsey, push her in the mud. She stole our fucking car. Oh well. This is a new beginning for me. Lets see how this goes :)

So much has happend since i was last on DA. Good and bad things. Turns out I know someone that I meet a few months ago better than one of my best friends. I am refering to jayson. He is a totall ass and a liar. I broke off anything he tricked me with, and i'm going to have a hard time beliving anyone anymore. The good in all of this is that a guy i meet at Glacier Peak this year aparently has liked me for a long time. I feel stupid for liking him back. I really do like him but, I really don't know if I can handle hateing myself anymore. I am not heart broken over jayson. I never will be. I just can't belive that I trusted him. Seth loves me.